I cannot find enough strength to move forward on my own anymore. I have exerted every possible emotional reserve I had. I ran out of inner energy trying to survive without you. But sadly, I have tremendously failed.
I have lived in the massive illusion that I am massively strong with enormous emotional strength to face any prank of life. I have believed the lie that I can go on alone. But with heavy heart, I have discovered that I cannot move on anymore.
I wasn’t aware how fragile I am, or how delicate my soul is. Along the way, I have explored my soul, my mind, and my heart. I have figured out how far I can go. I have realized the fact that I am weaker than what I perceived. I have found out the bare truth about myself.
The only truth that I know… is that I give up.