What kind of a life did I build? We are mostly led by the flow of th wind. Where it controls our direction, and it defines our destinations. Stopping along the way to assess where one is, is sometimes unpleasant. During that assessment one sees how much time was lost during the exploration process. One evaluates what kind of actions are filling our lives, and which stories are becoming the center of our lives.
For some, it is mostly pleasant nice stories and memories. Those are the ones who live in peacefulness consistently. Those are the blessed ones. For others, it is mostly painful dark stories. Those are nightmares full of conflict and misery. They are a reflection for the type of a life they have built.
There is nothing more beautiful than building a life which story is appealing, and there is nothing more miserable than painting a life full of darkness.